I have so much of it. I know I do. I know I can do anything if I devote a lot of time, will power and energy into doing it (if I had the time...and self motivation :P). But the most frustrating thing is that I have no idea what I want to do with my potential or skills. Medicine? Engineering? Business Administration? I'm interested in all of those things. But what will make me happiest? What will allow me to have time to always be there for my kids, in the future? Why do I think so much. Ms. Boquiren is right. I need to stop trying to plan out every detail of my future and just let life happen.
But graduating in 4 years is a must. I dont have the money to stay in school for ever -___-